The dawning of the new era

I can remember the day that was the start of it! I'd been to my GP feeling "horrible" and because, I'd had one or two run-ins with people which were, now I look back on it, very embarrassing! Random verbal attacks on unsuspecting shop workers because you think your being followed by the store detective are nearly always a bad idea and I cringe when I think how I shouted at the poor woman on the till! She however stayed very calm (makes it worse I feel!), I think she thought I was a secret shopper, I most definately wasn't a happy shopper! I have seen her since and I always want to stop and say I'm sorry, I always try to catch her eye but she looks through me, oblivious, probably sorting her own demons out! The day I gave her a verbal seeing too, I also sorted a few issues out with one of the doctors at work, misreading his attempts to help me out with something I 'let him have it' and 47 years of pent up aggression was fired at him including some serious standing up for the rights of all nurses and women all over the world and throughout history.............I can still see his face now! So as you can imagin when I sat in front of my GP and said that "I just feel horrrible!!", it didn't really cover it! She said "Oh dear, perhaps we'll check your FSH" and with that I was ushered in to see the nurse who not being very skilled at the old blood letting, came seriously close to getting the third verbal lashing of the day!